my bestfriends diary

We’ve been friends for so long and considered each other as ONE ❤. Our years of friendship have proven each other’s worth. She was so close to me that I never imagined to feel that way to her. But her write-up confirmed my dilemma. While I was reading that post, it’s like something had awaken and later that moment, I felt a pang of guilt deep inside me. A barrel of full of shamed, mix with anxiousness and guilt bathe my aching soul. I was hurt not because of what she meant about her said post but because it’s hard for me to admit the crucial truth.

All those times, I was being in denial about that. One of my angels encouraged me to open that up to her. She deserves to know. However, the thought of hurting her scared me. But I kept all my guts for me to utter those unspoken words. And she understand *thank GOD*, her smile assured me that nothing will change; that she will stay as my ONE ❤. *wooh* what a relief! It was like a heavy weight has been pulled out from my weary heart. Guilt has finally washed away. It feels so good. *yehee*

Our friendship has grown better as we grow up. Proven and tested. Unbreakable. Genuine. Everlasting.