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Friday, October 30, 2009
October 30, 2009(friday) was my 22nd birthday.. when the clock strikes at 12:00am,
katya and tating surprised me @ the boarding house. they prepared something for me.Katya made a frame with my pictures on it,likewise tating too.i was so touched by their thoughtfulness.Early dawn, Chang, my 1♥ and aising called.
i went to church before going to work.and as usual, like the other year, i spent 1/2 of my bday-time at work.though i was a bit disappointed but i didn't let it ruin my DAY. anyway, i was used to it so it's not new for me.
my smart girLs welcomed me with a roar of greetings and they bought a birthday cake for me, that was worth the time.*yehhee* *thank ü2x*
as far as i can remember it was almost 6 o'clock when i got home. my beloved siblings greeted me with a smiLe..my mama gave me a big2x,warm,unconditional hug.* best gift ever* we don't have any "handa" *hahahaha* but i didn't mind at all. what's more important to me is im with my family, my happiness, my Life.
Later that evening, two of my angels came, {chang and ailyn} with mr.Pipz *chang2x's beloved MyLEs* 
i was really surprised, i was so overwhelmed that it made me speechless. thank u so much gurLs.they brought birthday cake and a flower.*love it* they travel all the way from the city just to be with me on my special day. i was teary eyed that night,i opted not to cry because i promised to myself that i will never shed even a drop of a tear on my bday. but i stiLL did *hehehe*,tears of joy that is.
and finally, i'm 22 years old.
happiness and sadness,
trials and obstacles to surpass,
new people to meet,
experience to know-how,
truckloads of lessons to be learned.
WELCOME!!! 
Thursday, October 29, 2009
12 hours to go and I’ll be turning 22. *yohhhhooo*
A day before my birthday, I’m currently working, and trying to reach my monthly quota which is unattainable because we had a "snail" connection here in the office and resources for Spanish assignments are running out. And I’m updating my blog, that’s why *haha* What's more??? well, IM just UPSET!!!! At this very moment!!! Our so-called manager didn’t allow me to use my leave tomorrow! I don’t want spend my birthday in work even for a minute! i did this last year 2007 & 2008.I just hate it! He allowed me to work half-day!!! *at least* duuhhhh!!!
A day before my birthday, I’m reminiscing my last year’s birthday. I still remember my celebration last year; while I was with my board mates having fun @ Tropical Pool, I waited and counted up to the last minute that time. Morning @ work, my mama sent “biko dukot”, a known specialty of our town. It was their birthday treat for me. I wasn’t able to spend my last year’s birthday with my family because I’m @ work and honestly, my Mom and me aren’t in the good terms. So I decided not to go home. Instead I celebrated it with my angels; we had our sing-a-long bonding that time. I did enjoy but I was not totally happy. I was supposed to go home but I took important of my pride than being with my happiness.
A day before my birthday, I’ve decided that tomorrow is going to be different. I will go home and will spend my 22nd birthday with my Life. But I still have to see my angels before going home. My birthday will never be complete. Two of my angels are not here. They’re in Manila having their field work. They will be missing my birthday and the thought of it makes me wanna cry. But oh gosh, it’s ok! Everything will be alright. They are not physically present, I can’t see their smiles while greeting me, can’t feel their hugs but I know their thoughts will be with me.
A day before my birthday, I’m questioning myself, “Hey Rutty, can you guess what your 22nd year here on earth will bring you?”, “Where will I be in the next year to come? Will I be having a suitor this year?*wahahaha* “Oh wait!wait!wait my dearie.. Why am I so perplexed? I’m warning you myself! *hahaha* ok, it can’t be evaded to be puzzled for what future awaits us however we should not be bothered by that because future will worry for itself. According to this man,” If you can concentrate only on the present then you will be a happy man.” See? We just need not to mess up with our present and we will surely enjoy our life now without having so much worries and uncertainties.
A day before my birthday, I’m closing my 21st chapter in my life. This chapter has brought me flood of happiness and a little overflow of pain. Why can I say so? Simply because thunders of my 21st life added a new rainbow I looked up every after downpour of trials and obstacle. The rays of sun lights out shined the gloomy clouds which brought rainfall of problems and sadness.Thanks to those Special people who shared their umbrellas with me through the rain. To those who let themselves drenched by the rainfall just to be with me; who never leave me and offered their warmest embrace to at least warm my shivering soul. You know who you are but I would like to mention your name here so that others would know where my strength comes from. I’m so proud, lucky, and happy to have you in my life.
Mama, Lala, Jong2x, yayang
Aisa, Ailyn,chang2x, jojo & my1heart
Ate ching,
Honey,
CyriL,
Edang,
Katya & Tating,
Venicar
Thank you guys… I’ve been so blessed because of you.
Special thanks to Smart Gurls *hahaha* you just don't know but there are times i go to work with bothered mind but your craziest idea, countless laughters and smiles washed those burdens away. Thank you gurls..
And most of all, thank you dear GOD. Thank you for giving me another year to live and be with those special people I’ve mention earlier. Thank you.
Goodbye year 21
Welcome year 22
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Dami nang nangyari sakin this weekend. Though hindi ako umuwi sa bahay but I took pleasure in my stay here in the city. Recall natin ha…
---Friday evening, I did my usual routine after work. I went to church and attended the holy mass. Right after that I went to Limketkai Mall,nag-grocery ako at nagpa-aircon nang kunti,hehehe..Around 8pm in the evening I received a text from two of my angels who invited me to have a sing-a-long bonding…& hahaha…I was shocked upon seeing Chang2x, who was fresh from her make-over @ David Salon. Her hair was cut short and in fairness she looked amazing...*ezeeey* (LOL)
---Unfortunately, there are no vacant rooms @ our usual tambayan na sing-a-long bar. So, instead of singing our heart out loud, sa Starmart ang ending namin at chikka2x nlng kami dun. We talked a lot of things especially yung mga nangyari this past few days and finally naclear narin sakin about Chang’s painful wind-up.*sigh* Naabutan kami hanggang 4 am dun,in fairness sa mga beautiful-blurred eyes ko, kinaya ko naman…I slept @Chang's place that early morning.
---Saturday morning I got myself ready for ahm…Let’s say important step which will greatly affect my life if ever. eTelecare Company, one of the known call centers in Cebu sponsored a 4-day jobfair @ Limketkai Mall. I grabbed the opportunity to apply. I went there with a college friend. I did try my best to pass the final interview but I guess my best wasn't good enough. For the second time,i failed.It sadden me, really! However, I still look at the bright side and managed to smile kahit ganun ang naging resulta.*sigh*
---Later that evening, aiLyn and chang called me up…this time, videoke time na talaga... We sung for about 1 hour and 30 minutes, if I’m not mistaken. And for the second time around, I slept over @ Chang’s place.
----It’s SUNDAY, my favorite day.Mga alas8 na yun nang umaga nang makabalik ako sa boarding house. Pagdating ko dun natulog lang ako ulit until 1pm… ang init pa nman nun, tsk! Anyway, I took a bath around 2pm and clean up my room after. What made my SUNday so special is that nagkita kami ni Aiza, one of closest classmate in highschool. I missed talking to her and I’m really glad she accepted my invitation yesterday. It’s been a while narin na hindi kami nagkita and I really missed her so much.We went to church together and enjoyed a two hours chit-chat at the nearest mall.
--- I went to netopi@ Hayes right after that date with Aiza. I went there because I forgot my flash drive last Saturday night and aiLyn texted me that someone borrowed it… Guess who! My EX-crush…*nyahahaha* or should I delete the”EX” *LOL* duhh kidding aside...Well, okay I’ll be honest in this post. I don’t know why but every time I see him,wala lang..*hahaha* Ok serious, meron ako nefe-feel but it’s merely infatuation. Yun lang, no more, no less. (period) He appeared @ the café not longer than I expected and wala lang. *hahaha* He returned the flash drive to me and that's it.I pretended to ignore his presence, drama talaga.hahaha
--- Anyway, ailyn let me have a free internet usage @ netopia. I watched UP movie the whole time I was there and had fun. Up movie is cool, thumbs-up ako sa lesson na nais iparating nang movie sa mga viewers. It teaches about LIFE; on how to love, let go and live life to the fullest. While I was watching Up, I received a text from my One♥ and it made my ♥ jump..hahaha.. She shared a very good news kaya ganun.
--- When I got to my boardinghouse, I immediately washed my clothes... Almost 12 na ata ako natapos that night. I was about to sleep na when my phone beeped. A text from a friend caught my attention. The happening went so fast and later that evening I found myself sa labas nang boarding house namin. I’m with a friend, sat with her for almost two hours in silence. I can’t find enough words to say. One thing is important that night is that I was able to comfort her in my own little way. Thank God I'm a bit strong to face her kahit she’s sobbing. Thank God I can bare the pain of seeing her crying in front of me.Thank God for all those strength.
with a smile on my face…
Friday, October 23, 2009
We’ve been friends for so long and considered each other as ONE ❤. Our years of friendship have proven each other’s worth. She was so close to me that I never imagined to feel that way to her. But her write-up confirmed my dilemma. While I was reading that post, it’s like something had awaken and later that moment, I felt a pang of guilt deep inside me. A barrel of full of shamed, mix with anxiousness and guilt bathe my aching soul. I was hurt not because of what she meant about her said post but because it’s hard for me to admit the crucial truth.
All those times, I was being in denial about that. One of my angels encouraged me to open that up to her. She deserves to know. However, the thought of hurting her scared me. But I kept all my guts for me to utter those unspoken words. And she understand *thank GOD*, her smile assured me that nothing will change; that she will stay as my ONE ❤. *wooh* what a relief! It was like a heavy weight has been pulled out from my weary heart. Guilt has finally washed away. It feels so good. *yehee*
Our friendship has grown better as we grow up. Proven and tested. Unbreakable. Genuine. Everlasting.
Friday, October 9, 2009
I wanted to share this song..
Song lyrics | Just Stand Up lyrics
It is a song performed by various hollywood singers of today which serves as a cause for “Stand Up for Cancer”show. The song is intended for cancer patients who suffer from the contagious disease.
The moment I heard the song, I got inspired. It almost made me cry because I can relate to it. Really! It’s a very inspiring song. Read between the lines, you’ll realize that every single word of the song brings encouragement to all, not only for those who has cancer but also for those who are in deep pain, those who’ve been through a lot. For those who haven’t heard the piece yet, I’m telling you it’s one of a kind song. The song is simply fantastic and the singers too. They had deliver the song very well, sang it with sincerity and you can really see that they meant to sing it for a cause.
From my point of view, this song also fits those who are about to give up on life. It conveys a profound meaning about the four-letter-word called L{Live}-I{in}-F{Faith}-E{Everyday}, talking about life itself. Because life has been showering each one of us the challenges we have to face daily. This song reminds us that we have to be strong and must endure whatever trials that may come our way. The song is reaching out to us saying that Life must go on; that we have to rise every time we fall and the words “give up” should be trash out. All we need is to be strong! It also teaches us to live in faith everyday... being strong and being positive in every way is worthless when there’s no faith involve. Believe that everything happens for a reason and that HE is the only ONE in charge.
For those who are weak and uncertain about what’s happening in their life, this may not be easy but help yourself out; that’s the best effective way to fight against life’s battle; the efficient technique to resolve each problem that you will encounter;the useful method to unravel the insufferable twinge you’ve been carrying the whole time.
JUST STAND UP!!!
Thursday, October 8, 2009
They are:
* The most important thing in my entire life.
* My inspirations,
* My air thru my breathless hours.
* My light thru my darkest nights.
* My sunshine thru my rainy days.
And who take cares of me when I’m there.
And who will be coming home soon, coz it's their semester break.
And who cracks his corniest jokes and we’d all laugh in the end.
And who is eager to work even if she is not still qualified coz she wants to help too.
Monday, October 5, 2009
Mars . . . . . the scorpion
Element: Water
Scorpio Gemstone: Opal
October Birthstone: Opal or Pink Tourmaline
Flowers: aster, chrysanthemum, marigold
Lucky Star: mars
Lucky Day: Tuesday
Her birth month is October... (weeehhh) 25 days to go and she will be celebrating her 22nd birthday.
She’s getting older already but still young @ heart.{yikes,hahaha} She’s excited because she will be unfolding another chapter of her life this year. This will be another year to surpass any upcoming trials and another year of her life to nurture maturity with in her. Additional chances for her to improve her self and to prove that she’s here, alive and kicking for a REASON. Another year to L♥ve, to learn, to serve HIM .Well, well so much for that another probability, let' see what her birth month says about her.
* Loves to takes things at the... center*
* Attractive and suave*
* Inner and physical beauty*
* Does not lie or pretend*
* Sympathetic*
* Treats {special} friends importantly*
{and FAMILY too}
* Always making friends*
* Easily hurt but recovers easily*
* Bad tempered*
{sometimes,hehehe}
* Selfish*
* Seldom helps unless asked*
* Daydreamer*
{az in!harhar}
* Very opinionated*
* Does not care of what others think*
{well, unless they are important to me}
* Emotional*
* Decisive*
* Strong clairvoyance*
* Loves to travel, the arts and literature*
* Soft-spoken, loving and caring*
{weeeehhh)
* Romantic*
* Easily jealous*
* Concerned*
* Loves outdoors*
* Just and fair*
* Spendthrift and easily influenced*
{sLight lang,haha}
* Easily lose confidence*
Friday, October 2, 2009
-Marty Keith-
Last night, one of her angels called. Her friend was sobbing on the other line. She had no idea on what exactly happened but one thing’s for sure she needed accompany. Something’s wrong with her. They met, and she saw her friends’ eyes teeming with tears. Tears caused by painful wind-up I guess; only a wild guess.
It hurts her, seeing her friend like that...Sobbing and suffering because she’s hurting. She didn't know what precisely she will say to her. All she did was to be by her side, offered comfort; went with her for a walk; talked to her but not about the reason of her agonizing condition; slept with her; well, to at least soothe her tormenting situation even for a while. That’s the least she can do to her friend.
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